No, pissed is not enough- I ’ m fucking LIVID!
And I can ’ t elp it; it ’ s an obsessive disorder that fucking cripples me and I just can ’ t stop! I read about a blonde haired twink?
I read about a an with dark air and reen eyes?
YOU DON ’ T KNOW FUCKING ANGST!
I automatically pair it with a scene or character from ICoS- yes, every song- and when it doesn ’ t fit?
It crossed the boundaries into my RL more than a mont ago and it has never fucking left!
This was supposed to be my fond farewell … I should be feeling relief, I should be filled with gratified nostalgia, my heart should be full of ove and longing and my body sated from the release of months of tension and worry.
I loved every single one of these tories and dammit all I felt alive, these characters – all of them – make me feel so fuelled and pumped that I could, could …I don ’ t know, participate in a drive-by or something?
To the uthor ’ s I want to say fuck you and thank you and I love you all in the same breath.
But it 's still the best stuf I 've read all year.